sudden sadness feeling come back to me again.
i really dislike this feeling.
it just dont go away from me : (

this world is so unfair.
why cant the world side me instead of others?
i really think that the world is totally unfair.

does hardwork paid off?
if it does why it didnt prove me wrong?
i really did my best and put in 101% EFFORT!!!

*everytime, i am so worry
i really scare something happen.
i do not want to lost you away.
i want you to be at my side as long as we can.
i want to love you for my life.
i want to take care of you
i want to be at your side.